8 jul 2010

A fucking year!! Almost made it!!

Who would have say it?! Not Tye for sure, not me for sure. But here I am, still standing, still thinking on keeping it up, still believing that my time here is far from over.

Many times I thought of leaving, many times you all heard me complain and say that it was over, enough, time to change, time to stop. But each time all of you said the right words to make me change me mind. Once, twice, again and again. If I seemed to fall somebody was there with the right words or just the shoulder to listen to me.

THANKS. Thanks and THANKS. First of all to the kitchen team, that family that from the beginning made me feel that I was a part of it even though I wasn't (who would want a black foreigner in his/her family...). Then to all the good friends that I've made along this year, as always in my life they're not a lot but they're great (and now I don't wanna lose them). THANKS. And finally to myself (yeees, I'm selfish) for falling and standing once and again and again.

It wasn't easy, it wasn't what I planned (when I first began thinking of England the idea was a year, but it seemed to be so far far away that I soon changed it to 6months) but it was GREAT. It was a fucking awesome year. Far from friends, far from family, not at home, but with so many good things that made me forget whatever I was missing.

I'm just 15days away from reaching the year, YES, ONE YEAR and YES, JUST 15days away.

I'm going for more, this was just the warming up, now it's time to play.

THANKS.

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